Is perfection sustainable?

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My husband called me a perfectionist the other day. I was taken aback. I’ve never really placed myself in that bracket before, thinking instead that I am simply bad at prioritising, too easily convincing myself that there is something more important that I am avoiding, and that I am focusing on the wrong thing, the easier thing. I had been complaining to him about my own procrastination on things that I have good intentions of doing, and then finding that somehow they remain undone, or partly done and unfinished. This kind of constant second guessing about what to do and when, leads to time wasted as I pause in doubt of what I should be doing with my own adult 55 year old time. It feels strange sometimes that this adult who studied yoga and yogic thinking for years, who has taken comfort from and offered comfort in maxims like “Just go with the flow”, so easily slips into that insecure space where making a simple choice just feels so hard.

 

 

But he may have a point. my husband, that is. Perfectionism can be debilitating, especially when you believe you lack that boldness, that flourish, that ability that is required to tackle the job perfectly. The sad thing is that one then ends up feeling stifled, reluctant and even unable to move on and try, and instead finding it easier to stick with things easier or more familiar. Fearing a lack of certainty, a lack of perfection, one misses out on the chance to aim for the stars (and if you miss, you may just shoot the moon instead ;)) In constantly awaiting perfection, or waiting for that perfect moment to try something, one misses out on life. So yes, perfectionism can cause procrastination, and I have at times been frozen into inaction by my own reluctance to try something that may turn out less than perfect.

 

It takes me back to my days as a yoga instructor. From time to time I would have a brand new student say to me ahead of class “I can’t do a headstand or a shoulderstand yet, will I be OK in this class?” assuming that they may be at a disadvantage if they can’t do these things. These things, bear in mind, are postures (asanas) that no yoga beginner should be expected to master, and in fact can cause serious injury if attempted too soon. Being prepared to embark on a journey toward self-mastery is part of the wisdom and beauty of yoga. True yoga (not the yoga that belongs in glossy magazines and inside sweaty gyms) requires patience, perseverance, self-compassion and the willingness to take the necessary steps towards a desired outcome.

 

It’s the same with any task: for instance, I have decided to refurbish the second hand, vintage wrought-iron table that I bought for my bedroom, and I have come up with 3 options:

  1. Do the research on doing a thorough renovation. This involves sanding down the metal to remove the old paint, and then priming, painting and finishing, using materials specifically intended for metalwork.
  2. Sand down the table a bit, leaving some old bits of paint visible, giving the table a deliberately distressed and aged appearance.
  3. Use some of the leftover paint that I used to paint a small cupboard in my bathroom to paint over the table, leaving some old bits of paint visible, giving the table a deliberately distressed and aged appearance.

You may agree that option 1. is for the perfectionist, whereas 2. and 3. is for the casual crafter with little time on her hands, and a budget to stick to.

 

My life as it is right now dictates that option 1. is just not on the immediate horizon and that if I want a pristine job done, the perfectionist in me will take it to the specialists who are paid to do such things. But then my budget tells me that paying more for the renovation than what I paid for the table in the first place does not make sense, so I have decided to go for option 2 or 3 instead. I’m still deciding. Either way, I can accept that sometimes perfection is just not on the cards and that good enough is good enough.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

7 thoughts on “Is perfection sustainable?

  1. eastwinglifestyle.com 2018-10-26 / 12:01 pm

    An enjoyable, relatable read Amanda. I realise I have spent the past few days trying to decide on a name for a new project I am about to undertake when I could have used that time to actually start the project.

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    • amanda 2018-10-26 / 4:53 pm

      Hi Margaret. Yes I have done that too. It’s easier to focus on the fun stuff when there is actual work to do! Glad you enjoyed the read and nice to see you here 🙂

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  2. ckennedyhola 2018-11-07 / 4:47 pm

    I really like this reflection. I learned a lot about yoga that I didn’t know before and applying the principles of perfectionism/non-perfectionism to a table refurbishing project is brilliant!

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    • amanda 2018-11-08 / 11:26 am

      Thank you! Yes sometimes we need to let ourselves off the hook a little and aim for non-perfectionism, which is not the same thing as non-effort, so we still good! 😉

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  3. pjlazos 2018-11-09 / 11:32 pm

    When I struggle with indecision — which is often — I find the easiest way is generally the best. Then, even if you don’t like the result you have probably committed the least amount of time so there’s that. So many my projects are left undone because of a need to do it “just so” when I’d have so much more use and enjoyment if I let the preconceived notion of what it’s supposed to look like go. Good luck!

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    • amanda 2018-11-10 / 11:38 am

      Yes..there is nothing more disheartening and frustrating than finding yourself surrounded by unfinished projects. I think sometimes we just all need to be kinder to ourselves: let ourselves off the hook so to speak. Just to get the job done and move on to the things that offer us more enjoyment. Well done…

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